Friday...

was a pretty good day.
Went to the Dr for a stress test that wasn't as bad as thought it would be, just a lot of waiting (part of the stress?). Will have results mid-end next week. Got results of my bloodwork, hemoglobin at 14 (not anemic!), sugar a little high at 104 (?), thyroid's good, cholesterol high at 236 (he said we'll work on that after surgery, I agree!).
Got my homework done. Found out I will be doing MORE writing next quarter - essay & critical thinking :p
Hung out w/ the kids last night. Was concerned about smoking but I really didn't feel the NEED, thought about having one or just a drag but even that wasn't strong enough. So I remain smoke-free :)
I'm going thru some emotional changes that I don't know how to verbalize yet, though I really think I need to. Feeling old and neutered, like the joy I had in living has fizzled and now I'm just an observer w/ memories of the fun it was...she says as the tears roll down her face :/
Well, that's all I can handle for now...I will go take my position on the couch for the next few hours or so.....