Yes...I'm depressed...

and being treated for it....but right now I'm down because i don't know what's happening w/ the K's...haven't heard from them, don't know what flight or airline they may be coming in on, who is picking them up at the airport or Marta...but i am happy that i was able to pick up a few things for them to snack on when they get home so they don't have to make any more stops....I'm sure they will be very tired.....

MY BABIES COME HOME TODAY!!!!!!

Yes, I'm a bit excited!!!!! And here is my Horoscope from Sylvia for today:

Horoscope - Virgo
Saturday August 02, 2008
Family and relationships will be what matters to you today as you will find the need to spend some quality time with your nearest and dearest. This could be because you don't get the praise you feel you deserve from elsewhere. Don't worry though, because your efforts will be recognized soon enough.

I don't know about the praise part, but it's probably true....will chat more later.....

I'm Tire of Writing!!!

My brain hurts from trying to come up with all this smart homework stuff all the time. Two classes of writing and how-to write :-p It's break time before I tackle the next one....

Horror-scope

This one's a bit scary....

Horoscope - Virgo
Friday August 01, 2008
You will probably feel sensitive but happy today. Usually you are fairly balanced when it comes to relationships, however, today your strong feelings of romance and your intentions towards a certain someone means that you'll be inclined to view the world through pink specs!

It's Done!!

I'm happy with the results and glad to be finished!! But I may start doing some squares of my own to work on during breaks at work.

I didn't take any cigs w/ me for break yesterday and was so antsy I helped my break-mate, Mike, finish off a box of whoppers! I only had 3 cigarettes from morning till I got home from work...then I got on the computer...4 more and 1/3 bag of baby carrots :P I left myself 6 for today...will let you know how that goes...

Not doing well...

with this crochet deadline! I just have a small section to finish and it needs to get in the mail asap but I'm having so much trouble getting it done!! I think because I'm bored with it...just a combo of single/double crochet....but I can do it and will do it.
Only had 11 cigs yesterday...but feeling weak this morning....we'll see....and I'm getting sleepy, been up since 5ish....

happy wednesday....

mp3-challenged :-o

I can never work these damn things!!!! It looks like it should be sooooo easy....but noooooo, not for suuuueeee :p :o #&(*&^% & %**()((

Other than this frustration that I've been fighting w/ instead of doing homework...and the fact that I had to wear my slippers to work because my feet were too swollen to put my shoes on (yes, i have a dr appt next wed), and i feel like general crap....i've had a pretty decent day....whose complaining?!

3 days to go....

MONDAY monday

first...my personality test on youniverse was right on!!

now...my monday was really okay...the worst part were the damn phones at work wouldn't stop ringing :o but brenda brought in a delicious homemade cherry/apple coffee cake, she's always baking something...yummmm

this is the first i've been on the computer this evening, so i'm going to get off now since i need some "down-time" before going to bed....schlaf gut all

2am Ramblings

* My therapist, Jan, said part of my problem getting to sleep at night was my computer use until all hours of the morning...with the computer being pure stimulation I was not getting any down-time before going to bed, so I agreed to be off the computer by 10:30pm and take about 1-1/2 hours relax-time before going to bed and have something w/ calcium after that time because though it's an old-wives-tale, it really has been proven to help with sleep, and I've been doing that...well, what do think the rule is about computer use after sleeping for 3-1/2 hrs??
* Smoking cessation - to ween or go cold turkey?? Weening drags it out, cold turkey scares me. I looked up cessation to be sure I spelled it right and found this definition under Merriam Webster: a temporary or final ceasing...temporary, hmmm, that's probably an "out" that I didn't need to think about!! (she says as she lights up another cigarette)
* Getting this donation-afghan done and in the mail to PA today (?) so the woman will have it in time for the sale on Saturday (pics will be posted)...and fighting my guilty conscience that it still haven't mom her package with washcloths I made for her (plus other stuff) months ago. She is much more important to me than some stranger, sick or not!!
* I'm probably not sleeping because of all the clutter in my room that's growing almost on a daily basis!! I actually started to attempt to clean it yesterday but got overwhelmed just looking at it and not knowing where to start, so didn't. I know, I know...little bits at a time until done...plug in a movie or book-on-tape as a distraction while I'm cleaning and before I know it I'll be done :p
* I'm really getting worried about Debra!! She's wasting away to nothing...she can't/won't eat because she has no appetite and when she does eat it either causes her paid or even more diarrhea than she already deals with, or both. The medicine and dr appts, though she has insurance, cost more time and money than she has to work with, let alone the emotional strain.
* And finally....I MISS THE KOZHUHAROV'S!!!! I've send cards and emails with no word back. I know they are all fine and having a great time, and I'm glad his family is getting so much time with them, but I WANT THEM BACK!!!!
...I think I've rambled enough now...I'm going to get a snack for my grumbling belly and go thru my email....thanks for listening xoxoxo

3 Weeks Done...

Just finished the last of my homework for week 3....wow, still seems unreal! I'm ready to get onto the meat of my classes though -

SHOW ME THE NUMBERS!!!

Not sleeping again :o

Could barely stay awake to the end of a movie, got into bed, mind racing and here I am...maybe I should take a xanax?? we'll see....